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Tired, but happy.

Tired, but happy.

🐇 Tired, but happy.

It was a month ago tonight when this little lady bounced into our lives.

I could write about how many times I’ve just teared up looking at her little blueberry eyes.

I could write about how instantly and with my whole self I knew she was our perfect bean and how every fiber of my being instantly sought to comfort and protect her.

I could write about the noises; how each little coo while she’s sleeping is a different animal, from squirrel to eagle to dolphin to the most curious owl in the whole wood.

I could write about all the dreams I’m having for her, and the ones I watch her having, the ones where she shows off each face she knows how to make.

I could write about how her tiny arms and legs are just now starting to come under her control, how they’re no longer just these wild, seemingly self-possessed things that can frighten her.

I could write about her smell.

I could write about the thousand songs I’ve already sung her; both the classics with her name inserted, and the on-the-spot improvs about everything she’s seeing and doing. And the songs about how much I love her.

I could write about her all night.

I’ll be writing about her for the rest of my life.

Right now, though, as she starts to finally doze off (as does her mom), I’ll attempt to do the same.

Tired, but happy.

A bunch of essays, photos and thoughts by Pat Castaldo.