Dumb Reflections

May
14
A young girl on a leather chair playing with a coaster.

🛰️ You Don’t Need Any Toys.

“I don’t even know why I even buy you any toys, you don’t need ’em,” my dad said, watching me turn a coaster into a spaceship, fly…
Jan
29
Bootleg Golden Books, My Small PEZ Addiction & A Tiny Rant About AI “Art.”

Bootleg Golden Books, My Small PEZ Addiction & A Tiny Rant About AI “Art.”

These are my daughter’s bath toys. Their names, according to her, from left to right: Bacca, Yanta, Baba, Papa, Dadaluaaa, Buddy. I had posted this picture on my…
Dec
07
Apples.

Two Davids & My Dad’s Bootleg VHS Collection

I’m working on an essay that is a bit of a love letter to a friend-of-a-friend and my firstborn at the same time. I know all the things…
Sep
18
“Anyway, Here’s Modest Mouse”

“Anyway, Here’s Modest Mouse”

It’s okay, you don't have to watch the video. Really. It features a 24 year old me (please don’t do the math, just rest-assured I…
Dec
24
You won't fail.

You won't fail.

🍊 Sometimes, you’ll feel like you’re the last of the winter fruit, just barely holding on. Not wanting to drop. Beat up, bruised, shriveling and defiant. Gravity, the…
Nov
17
Wet Knees

Wet Knees

🍄 Low to the ground, knees wet through my jeans from the damp forest floor, I can’t believe they’re real. I mean, look at them. Fifty or so…
Oct
02
As much as I'd like.

As much as I'd like.

🏕 I haven’t been writing as much as I’d like. The only things I’ve been writing lately are small stories of love and the future, told into…
Jul
09
Never Lost.

Never Lost.

🌲 You and I are never lost in the woods. ⠀ We might not remember exactly which direction we came from, or the best way to head next, but we'…
Jun
26
Waves crashing.

Waves crashing.

🌊 Waves crashing, so much change. ⠀ It's one of those days where I have so much I want to say, words I have bouncing in my head, but…
Apr
02
It's me.

It's me.

🧔🏻 Hey. It’s me. ⠀ I think this camera makes me beard look whiter than it is. I’m no 🧙🏻‍♂️, not yet. ⠀ I’m drinking a beer (a Bud Light,…
A bunch of essays, photos and thoughts by Pat Castaldo.